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homework getting harder and harder to do, CCA getting more and more involvment programmes, spending at least 30 hours for the parade, and AEP is going to kill me if I dont put in the extra effort.
anyway i need to go and draw now, and happy to see that my fund for uni./money to start off my adult life is getting more and more. i am already saving, and it is indeed needed in such times of crisis.
hope obama resolves the whole crisis and bring US to its former glory. go obama!
On Thursday, January 29, 2009 at 5:39 PM
TODAY IS CNY's eve. damn. 7 hours to go. SMS me if you want to wish me a happy new year, but no guarantees that i will wish you back.
On Sunday, January 25, 2009 at 5:05 PM
i am really grossed out now. i was eating popiah, self-made one, then was going to take another bite when something small, long and black came slithering out and i was like WTH!? took the remains and threw it away, popiah, worm and all. my mom said she was the vegetables but maybe the worm was there all along... just puked and now my mouth tastes like bile. URGH!!! I came close to Fear Factor. thank god i didnt kill the worm, or i will be guilty for life. i am now disgusted and sad.
On Saturday, January 24, 2009 at 8:09 PM
my elder sister is getting more and more rebellious by the day - drink wine, party late, lash her temper at me and my sis, lie to mother, father and me to get more money and worse of all, WASTE MONEY THANKS TO EXPENSIVE DINNERS OUTSIDE, SHOPPING and SPOIL OUR FAMILY'S MOOD. seriously if you want to screw up my family, get out of this house since you always wanted to anyway. relationships suck and ever since my sis got a bf, she became worse. not that it is the bf's fault, from my point of view it is my sis' fault... sometimes i think without buddhism in my family, it would have gone kaput. thank you shifus for allowing me to see the light and not be like my sis.
anyway new year is coming and i am happy to be able to add more money to my university fund in my bank. My new year resolutions are:
1. concentrate in my studies.
2. to make my father and mother happy instead of suffering from anger thanks to my sis.
3. save money to allow me to either go to a uni. or to have money to help out in my first few years as an adult in the future.
4. never enter a relationship in this year 2009.
5. visit the temple more often this year.
i know i have the willpower to do all these, and i will do it. GO JUN HUI!!
at 1:16 PM
today was fun! started off the day by playing bball at 7 in the morning.
shot some random shots, some chopped, some normal and some suck.
then CNY celebration - bayley guy singing like some...
moor house one damn nice(not biased) and buckley's performance damn funny thanks to that one guy with great and funny dancing.
tried to go out early and could... but in the end linger outside hall to long - got seen by ryan and sam ching, so guai guai go back in.
after CNY celebration go play bball again, this time with a lot of ppl - dunno why i suck at full court matches, optimal performance always in half-court matches.
and also whenever i do something good like stealing the ball i do something bad like passing it to a guy whom i thought was in my team... xian.
go CH after that and damn long never see teachers liao. miss all of them...
play soccer with s2 and s1, chaos everywhere, ppl kick here kick there.
then go play bball with one sec 4 and i realized i can almost slam dunk in a pri school hoop.
go back play soccer with sec 4s, jc guys and sec 2s, and saw some faces i thought werent in cat high, like arnold's senior in 02 scouts.
after that go play bball with manfred, alvin, zhi yang's bro and some other sec 4s. not too bad, did some nice shots.
and i return home tired and aching. yet the fun i got was quite worthwhile.
i need to cheer up.
On Friday, January 23, 2009 at 5:06 PM
relationships = heartbreak.
there is no point in wasting time in this stuff.
so what if you have a girlfriend and i don't? i don't care...
looking at my sis and her boyfriend, i cant help but think of the freedom i get without all these. my sis finds it hard to not talk to her boyfriend for a day or two. i dont need to endure all that.
so what if you get happy memories for years to come? i can get happy memories in other ways... and even if i dont have any i can still live without it. i dont need to have that.
once you reach the point of separation, your heart breaks. i wont have to endure that, i wont need to have any emotional attachment to anyone. i am free.
relationships = heartbreak.
On Thursday, January 22, 2009 at 6:22 PM
Vindicated - Dashboard Confessional
Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye
And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated
[Chorus]
I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself
So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intentions
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me so isolated, so motivated
I am certain now that
[Chorus]
So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away [3x]
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away [4x]
[Chorus]
Slight hope
It dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption...
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it has indeed been a series of unfortunate events, and a bad start to this year does not signify any good things. i will keep my fingers crossed and hope for the best.
for class activity today we played a game where we had to give clues to people for them to find out their own identity, and mine sucks. it was : "student who gets into the most number of discipline cases". WTH i am a good boy lah IMO...
Go Jun Hui Go!
On Wednesday, January 21, 2009 at 11:02 PM
heartbreak.
dropped my phone onto the floor today.
damn sad because the keychain broke and is very precious one...
heartbreak.
On Tuesday, January 20, 2009 at 7:51 PM
The recent tide of events have been really saddening for me and i learnt several lessons from these events. Firstly, as quoted from kevin's blog, "If you are reading this you should know how very lucjy you are to be alive and well". Most people nowadays are too hooked up and engrossed in their daily work or activities that they forget to stop and think about their own lives (me included). They do not know that as each minute, each second passes, their lives are shortened by a second, a minute or maybe more. Some people do not treasure their lives until the last minute, and in the end they die in regret. Therefore, from now on, I will treasure my life more often, try not to play too much basketball in the sun and if I can, take a break from my hectic lifestyle and go outdoors, sit on a bench and appreciate the beauty that is actually all around us. I also offer my condolences to both boys' parents and hope that they will not grieve too much and move on in their lives. Secondly, this brings me to my next and last lesson, which is not to be too emotionally attached to people or things, or it will be hard to let them go in the future. I learnt this the hard way. Of course, I will not be anti-social and continue to try and make more friends, but I will not make any close or good friends (partly because no one wants to be :P but who cares!?), for it will be easier for me to let go of my feelings when I need to. I know I learnt all these before in lessons, but this is the time that I will be putting it to practical use. Maybe next time I will be a bachelor, living my life alone in one peaceful corner of the world, free from work and stress and distractions... But now I will just concentrate on my school life which is really getting out of control, due to my resolution to be (pretence only) enthu in my CCA. So far I join like two major activities already, and they take up my Wednesdays and Fridays... hope they wont take up more than three. Then there is this SMP which is making my brain cells die, since it is quite hard to think of a way to monitor the water quality that has never been used. But I will still strive on, because whenever there is a will there will be a way. So now I will emo and think of my work-plan and distribution...
(P.S. any groups in RGS also go Sembawang? If there are any, did you all see the message Amundsen and Columbus left in pottery? haha...)
On Monday, January 19, 2009 at 9:57 PM
my heart shattered into pieces everywhere...
the wounds that were once healed opened up again...
the pain overwhelmed me, shocked me, hurt me...
could i even bear to accept the last gift?
would i even be so foolish to repeat all these again?
the scars of separation no doubt will remind me.
it would be long before someone could heal the deep wounds,
and bring a smile back to my face.
i do not regret all of it, for it has been done
i just regret not doing everything i could...
to prevent all these.
i may be able to put on a brave front,
but deep inside my tears are flowing.
how long could i resist the pain before i yield?
On Saturday, January 17, 2009 at 9:11 AM
again today was the usual boring day...
class decided on optical illusions theme. WTH it is so hard to design.
i voted for barbie dolls (pink everywhere - it is cool and original), but it came in third with 7 votes...
if it was 2L'08 we would have designed our class with barbie dolls...
if our teacher had not been so *cough*. Our ft better this year, support barbie dolls... yea mr ben chang!!
had a short but nerve-wrecking dilemma today.
to join the prestigious SMP or to help out in the Mozart challenge, which is really interesting too...
but i wanted to join SMP because i think it will be an enriching experience.
yet aep teacher did not want to let me withdraw from art re (i thought it was temp. only, cos havent officially agreed), so in the end chem teacher sent a long email to the aep teacher and SMP won...
but thanks to aep teacher for allowing me to have a chance to try out SMP, SJWP and maybe represent Singapore and RI, but very doubtful...
thanks to chem teacher for the same reason and helping me to get into SMP...
spent one whole afternoon drafting out the application form and the email to mentor, hopes he accepts us...
anyway i need to go and do my zuo wen now. haizzz. i really dislike writing in Chi... tedious and i sometimes forget a word totally...
i am getting stunted due to too many responsibilities.
On Friday, January 16, 2009 at 7:29 PM
I HATE BLOGGER!!! this is the third time i am retyping this post, because Blogger thinks that it is fun to wipe clean what I type when I am not even doing anything. anyway i am damn tired nowadays, not too sure why, but I just fell asleep while doing my homework today(back aches like shit). somemore today in Maths lesson dont know why so tired, almost fell asleep if not for my self-control and my respect for all good teachers in my opinion(Maths,Geog,Phy,Bio,Chem,Eng,SS,PE,Philo,AEP - dont like chinese because of the subject, the teacher is good)... i will strive for my motto "si illic est a mos illic est a via", and i will myself to be on my best conduct for this year, finish my work always either on time or before time and have an enthusiastic and open-minded spirit(not too open-minded - dont want my brains to fall out LAME...)*rolls eyes* need to finish my maths and physics homework... and I wont be surprised to hear about RGS girls crying either due to pimples outbreak or sandfly bites all over their skin when they come back tomorrow - OBS rocks!
On Thursday, January 15, 2009 at 9:26 PM
wahahaha, i am so close to finishing all my work and packing my stuff - chem., aep(print, draw and read) and chi book report, which i got a free extension. Furthemore, i uncovered the 10 ringgit i found at sea during OBS and i feel so much richer now(i am poor ok)... yet time is running short...
On Tuesday, January 13, 2009 at 9:31 PM
haha RGS is away at OBS, lets just hope for the best for them, and hope they dont come back crying that they have sandfly bites all over their limbs and faces... i got only a few bites, not that serious and ugly (thank goodness), and i didnt get sunburn even without lotion, but i am over tanned now... anyway first day of school with lessons(for sec 3s cos first week at OBS) was really = horrible. so much homework and rubbish to do, and i am like damn slack and tired... still have to create a blog for book report, but do that tmr since hand up on thurs... AND I WILL TRY TO BE ENTHU IN NPCC, OR AT LEAST PRETEND TO BE, SO THAT MEANS NO PONNING, HUNDRED PERCENT PARTICIPATION AND ATTENDANCE RATE... yada yada......
On Monday, January 12, 2009 at 9:35 PM
finally i am back from obs... to cut it short it is tiring and will demand a lot from you in many ways... best expedition to get is the sea+sea combination, then you will get to kayak to the campsite at other places and back, instead of hiking where you have to lug a heavy backpack around. i got the sea+sea one, went to sembawang campsite, and amundsen+columbus(my group) left a message there using pottery pieces... hope it is still there... quite obvious one... super tired but going out later. need to go and sleep, shoulders and muscles aching from all the kayaking.
On Friday, January 9, 2009 at 5:27 PM
personally, i think jasper should act as edward in the movie - he has damn awesome hair in the movie... show a pic...
but in the book edward still win hands down, only in the movie does jasper best him...
jasper
edward
emmett
carlisle
jacob
go read the book it is nice... i will post an ebook link, comes with microsoft reader too, needed to read the ebook format.
click
"Meyer originally planned to write a companion book to Twilight called Midnight Sun. Midnight Sun would be the story of Twilight told from the point of view of Edward Cullen. She stated that Twilight was the only book that she planned to rewrite from Edward's point of view. However, a copy of the first twelve chapters of Midnight Sun was illegally posted on the internet in its raw format. Stephenie Meyer has since put these twelve chapters of the book on her website so that her fans wouldn't feel guilty about reading it, but has put the project on hold indefinitely due to her feelings about the situation. She stated, "If I tried to write Midnight Sun now, in my current frame of mind, James would probably win and all the Cullens would die, which wouldn't dovetail too well with the original story. In any case, I feel too sad about what has happened to continue working on Midnight Sun, and so it is on hold indefinitely." Though she has no current plans to do so, Meyer has also stated that if she were to continue writing in the same universe she would write from the perspective of either Leah Clearwater or Renesmee Cullen." quoted from wikipedia.org
argh hope that she will continue writing Midnight Sun, at least it will provide a new perspective for all readers as to how Edward feels about Isabella...
On Friday, January 2, 2009 at 6:48 PM
hmm first day of school was not really special or anything... just plain old assembly before an amazing race in RJC which really made me thirsty... and then i played basketball before going home. Assembly was ok, interesting speeches made by dep.headmaster and principal, with a lot of food for thought and many points to ponder on. Then we had Year Head speech which was really just to brief us about OBS and some admin stuff. After that had F.T. interaction, and our teachers were Mr. Mark Wee and Mr. Benjamin Chang, both of which seem to be quite nice teachers and friendly, but wouldnt want to get on their angry side, for most of the time those teachers who are really friendly can also get really angry... but only a guess. Then the amazing race. First task was to do suicides, and it was phrased badly, as firstly Jun Kiat asked us to do 4 suicides in increasing distance and repeat the whole thing twice, then it was changed to one whole long suicide, then changed to 15 long suicides, so in the end every class just did like 6-8 suicides, since we all didnt know what to do... but quite poor thing lah Kevin(Chan and Goh) and Jun Kiat, because really a lot of people got hack care attitude, go there play and fool around only, make job really difficult for them... Then the next activity was three-legged race, then I took an extra string from Jun kiat, then saw my class rep.' coming in just finishing, so return him the string then in the end he dont know why go siao, scold me like crazy(O.O)... maybe too much pressure. then return to foyer got OBS shirt (a bit too bright - light green) before continuing, and then did the wheelbarrow thing with Bryan before the whole thing ended. Quite sad lah, cos a lot of effort was put in and it was quite apparent, and they just wanted us to have fun lor, but is we all dont want to cooperate thats why cut down on many activities... then go play bball, and realized that after one whole month of not touching the ball, i suck. i never even enter and miss like 2-3 open shots, somemore layup opp... argh need to practice more, cant even find my usual shooting style now, feel damn weird when shooting... by the way our monitor's LEE YOU JUN!!!, assistant monitor is JUN JIE(not the 2K one) and our treasurer is DING YUE!!! OMG right, is they all volunteeer one lor, not even class decision. you jun got nominated first then he just choose two of his frens then become CEC... LOL right!? but i am ok with it lah, just as long as they are good, responsible and fun... 1L/2L is still the best, fun and vibrant class, with Bennett, Alden and Richmond(funny guy with really LOOONNNG hair) as CEC, our class achieved a lot of things never thought possible... :D
at 3:23 PM
this new year is not a very special one for me, because my parents are quarrelling over job issues... my mum wants to go to work while my dad doesnt want her to, and now they are ignoring each other... I dont mind both options but I hate to be my dad's source to vent his anger upon. nvm at least i am controlling myself to not lash out back at him but to silently ignore and continue what I was doing... anyways i am damn envious of my sister, her psp can play the djmax classiqual edition but mine cant and i dont know why... anyways HAPPY NEW YEAR ONCE AGAIN!
On Thursday, January 1, 2009 at 5:41 PM
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