Swim carn. really suucked today for me. Even though i got into the finals automatically for the backstroke 50m, i doubt i am going to go, because there are lots of swimmers in the event, and the chances of me winning are like damn low. And i only learnt backstroke today in 15 mins... and my breaststroke was horrible. After 6-8 months of not swimming, my breaststroke stamina deproved like shit and I was finding it really exerting to swim fast for long distances. And i am disappointed in myself for quitting on myself, not believing in myself. i was in 200m breaststroke and the first two laps were quite tiring cos i spammed all my energy, and i was like overloading myself, and i was mentally telling myself I need to reach that shallow end soon, or ... and i stopped at the start of the 3rd lap, and after some hesitation continued, when I could have continued swimming and maybe earn some points... but didnt qualify and ended up damn tired and arms damn pain. then eugene come and ask me go for 200m backstroke. WTF i am damn tired already, so i just go and explain to the teacher, but luckily got another guy sign up, thus without me there are still 3 people and the event still could continue. Sorry Moor House, but i was really damn tired...
