I hate my mum for stopping me from going for rlp, yet as I see her eating her meal all alone, all my hate dissolves into sadness. She seemed so sad, so fragile... I really want to help her but I cant even help myself now Homework, commitments, tests... I doubt I can even cope with all the stress. Looking at my sisters mindlessly doing their stuff, I cant help but feel that this family isnt all that perfect. I feel so depressed now.. Someone, please, comfort me.