rock on.zack fair

2010-02-26T22:54:00.002+08:00

Today is got to be one of the coolest days in my life
my first time shaking a celebrity's hand. international pop star
one that i always idolized only behind a screen
and today she was right in front of me
face to face
my hand brushed hers - she has super soft, smooth skin
wow. amazing
and her marker ran out of ink. so i enjoyed 30 secs staring at her in real life.
and to be true, she looks prettier in real life.
better looking than last year as well when she went to orchard.
and i got her autograph.
at first i went there thinking damn it have to squeeze with all the people.
then kevin got his poster which became 7 posters through the photocopying shop.
then i was thinking it would be a bonus to get her signature
and i did it. yes.
sweet dreams tonight. unforgettable memories.

2010-02-03T22:35:00.002+08:00

I only have one sentence to say to my parents:
I wish both of you would never stop ignoring me
that way i will have peace in my life

what I want in my life is to have a small house in a large field
next to a pond
and with no one else peacefully let time pass by
and express my feelings through drawings
I don't want to be burdened by any expectations that you all have of me
I just want to live my life the way I want to
I just want to wake up everyday to a stressfree day
and die a carefree man

and I don't owe anyone anything
I don't have to do what you want me to do
I don't have to do whatever shit you want me to design
and if you want to talk behind my back, go ahead
because I don't give a shit anymore

Screw my family. Screw myself as well.
I just want to be alone.

2010-01-30T18:34:00.003+08:00

oh WGM episode 230110 just came out
jo kwon as usual is funny, esp at the last part.
right now focusing on revision
though aep and computer constantly get in the way
drew 3 drawings of my idol. though one of them looks a bit like a monster
due to her small eyes and heavy mascara.
the rest look fine though. have to applaud myself since i took 2 hours max for each
havent do my aep phototaking - WHY IS NO ONE FLYING KITES WHEN I NEED TO.
SHIT I AM GOING TO DIE NEXT WEEK
SHIT SHIT SHIT
got bio test maths ta next week revise revise
cant wait for dinners haha spammage of dinners this week and next week
need to think of what to wear
back to revision

2010-01-23T00:51:00.002+08:00

oh wow it has been a long time
been addicted to B.E.G. esp Ga In
I like her Sign hairstyle - freaking nice.
the way it covers half of her face, the hair really suits her.
Not surprisingly, "We Fell In Love" is in the top ten
sadly it went down from TOP to second.
Shows that ga in and jo kwon are really talented singers.
looking at WGM, it really makes me feel that my life is BORING
but blah blah duty as a student blah blah o levels leaves me further away from the life i want.
the sad fact of my life- i usually dont get what i wish for

homework piling up
going to complete them in the next two days

HATE TUES (AEP) but loves TUES (WGM new episode)
how ironic. T.T

2010-01-11T17:49:00.002+08:00

oh crap
as usual, pile of work for the weekend
getting it chionged out now.
whats left:
- metacognitive essay. boring.
- aep research and ideas. not done yet. dunno what to do for coursework
- ldp presentation. the worst of them all. i hate presenting. especially to people i dont know. freak. stage fright.

CCA starts this week. hope it will be fun.

2010-01-05T17:03:00.002+08:00

K-pop top 10

1.Because of You - After School

2.Please Don’t Go - CL&Minzy

3.Heartbeat - 2PM

4.Bo Peep Bo Peep - T-ara

5.Sign - Brown Eyed Girls

6.You And I - Park Bom

7.His Voice - SeeYa

8.Please Love - Suh In-young

9.Don’t Forget - Baek Ji-young

10.No Love No More - Park Jin-young

hmm a lot of songs moved down the ranks, but certain new songs like Bo Peep Bo Peep by T-ara made it to top 10.. Because of You moved up 5 ranks, so congrats.

school today was boring..

learnt that we had to go to ECP for some sandcastle thingy till 6pm

sian..

the new teachers were ok, except for the Chinese teacher with a bitchy attitude

she wants us to write a script of 1000 words about a topic.

AND MEMORIZE IT. WTF.

AND WE ONLY HAVE 3 MINUTES FOR THE WHOLE SCRIPT TO BE READ.

....

AND AFTER THAT SHE SAYS:" DONT READ IT TOO FAST OR YOU WILL HAVE TO REREAD IT AGAIN"

DOUBLE WTF.

other than that everything was normal

and i bought a new wallet :P

Korea was cold but fun

made new friends as usual.

but cant stand shopping with family.

go inside some stupid hair accessories shop for half an hour when we only had one hour for shopping

and they did that twice.

screw.

2009-12-27T00:47:00.002+08:00

Wow i can't believe I actually bothered to post after so long
recent things that happened:

-duan qi chu jia: become hu fa for first year
rather stress and tiring but at least I get to sleep
and this year got so much gossip that I want to die
agh even though I listen to them as well
and the newcomers this year are very... interesting
the boys are all...urgh nothing special except for some cheapo imitation of wu zun
and that person very disappointing cos he not even like wu zun -.-
shan't comment on the girls and my sis has not failed to create gossip about her this year
-.-talk so much I see also sian

-kong que fa hui
so far so good,first day very interesting
as usual people want to camwhore which I hate a lot
cos of my super low self confidence
a lot of VIP come interesting with a lot of noise and action
the emcee looks rather good though :P
after that nian jing which I wish the abbots would just speed through the whole thing
or else I really going to fall asleep
the place is decorated quite nicely and the display of the artwork is also done with style

AND MY LIP HURTS cos I accidentally cut myself with my shaver when I got spooked by something
ouch now got two painful cuts

and here is wishing everyone a happy Christmas and new year

PS shifu please sleep more and drink less coffee please and sorry for all the mistakes done this year

2009-10-30T19:19:00.002+08:00

ok screwed up a lot of EOYs which I thought I would do relatively well in..

Chinese - lost to many people, failed two comprehensions. got pwned with a score of 109 out of 200. RESULT: 2.8

Biology - got a freaking low score of 65/100. RESULT: 3.6

Geography - surprisingly got a decent grade for this. 31/40. RESULT: 3.6

Maths 1 - 12m worth of careless dumb mistakes. like 75-45=35 (lost 2m) 34/60. (drop)

Maths 2 - careless due to s.f. and forgot the formula. lost about 5m worth of careless. 43.5/60. RESULT: 3.2

Lets hope Monday will be a better day than today was. Or else I am really screwed. real bad. my highest is already a 3.5 only. thanks to Maths and Chinese.

2009-10-23T22:49:00.002+08:00

EOYs over
i am like a cut string now
lost and not sure of wha to do
used to follow a strict timetable of mugging and playing
now feels weird to be so free
but it lasts ONLY for one week.
and then it is script checking before RLP 1 ends officially.
sad...

2009-08-19T20:57:00.002+08:00

I suddenly feel a twinge of regret..
only occupied 48 hours of dmp
leaving me with 18 hours free to mug. play com. play bball. slack.
and i only need to come out to school at 1130 on tues for CLE.
stupid.
going for:
-LCM
-CHinese lessons
-HIJACK
-Language, Gender and Power
-What Nietzsche meant
-Chinese Geomancy

2009-08-17T18:57:00.000+08:00

ok.. my sis got a winning ticket for a lenovo s10 netbook
1 out of 10 in singapore..
interested people can either help me get the 6 different mobile wipers
or buy from me the ticket for S$750.. the netbook S$899 hor..
sms me if interested.

2009-08-16T21:25:00.002+08:00

ok nowadays life is rather hectic..
maybe because I spend so much time slacking around
projects are near-due but not started yet..
and people around me are mainly either feeling negative
or freaking positive..
just returned from camp, brought with me many mosquito bites
and many packets of combat rations that I just chucked out of the window
I am so sick of it that I feel like puking when I see one more
Full of preservatives.. I miss all the can food
GO SCREW OFF COMBAT RATIONS! (%^$%&@%*&q&%*&#^q@*&$*)
The menu includes:
Set 1: Chicken and water chestnut dumpling, mushroom and chicken noodle, and a dessert
Set 2: Another set worse than this
Set 3: Another set worse than that
Set 4: The best set. Chilli and tomato chicken pasta, Sambal minced chicken pasta, red bean dessert
Being full of luck I got Set 4, so it wasnt that bad. At least it still resembled pasta.
Stupid weather as well, our group couldnt finish the land expedition, or else we would have kicked group 3's butt.
damn bored and stressed now.. I feel like dying/going back to the carefree lifestyle of the camp.. sian..
this camp damn boring, not many friends made, mainly from cat. high lah..
tmr cct postponed.. which is good.

2009-08-07T21:19:00.002+08:00

oh another long hiatus..
today was fun. went to school for some stupid celebration
then went to Great World for arcade, and Richmond spent 17 bucks
trying to get a prize.
went to his house after that, koped Bleach 6 from him.. thanks man
before going Tiong Bahru plaza for yfc money counting..
lots of money man.. i bet i touched at least 1k worth of notes and coins.
then richmond brought me.yaoyuan.nor(isit spelt like that) to eat at lao beijing
dumplings are nice.. and almost had no money to pay
until nor saved the day.
went home and spam bleach manga. sian..

2009-07-20T21:40:00.002+08:00

today was a bore.
headache developed.. cant think much.
had physics test second period..
did ok I think, should get around 8
Then we had Chinese duzhe test
which I didnt read the duzhe because it is some chim magazine
stuffed to the brim with chim chinese words
that I dont even understand.
but I dont think I will fail it. :P:P
Maths was interesting, and once again Mr Jee exhibits his lameness to the class
Mr Jee: Hey the whole class better sit up straight ah, unless your eyes grow on top of your head!
Zi Qi: My eyes grow here sir.
Mr Jee (hears it): Oh so Zi Qi you are an alien that is sent to spy on us human beings right. You want to collect the data and blah blah blah... you can fill in the rest
Zi Qi and I start laughing at how lame Mr. Jee is.
AND BRYAN CHEW GOT 1 FOR HIS TA,not that I did much better.
but alvin kicks ass and gets 0. amazing how you can get 0 when there is a sketch the graph question.
then went to Kevin's house to do Bio, chiong it by tmr night..
or Zi Qi will start complaining.

headache please go away.

2009-07-18T22:32:00.001+08:00

went to study maths today
quite productive.. finished topic 7.
played a bit of card games as well as basketball
and must thank Kevin's parents for treating us to pizza.
too lazy to type much.. changing blog pic soon.

2009-07-14T21:39:00.002+08:00

today was a bad day..
went to school, started sneezing like crazy.
all the way till 530 like that then stop.
AEP was worse, 3 of my wounds came from there.
1 more wound was random, out of no where one cut.
competition sucked today, i second last in my team
apparently the pistol was off..
and my hand was distracting me.
Freak. My score sucked.
Picture of the wounds:

2009-07-12T01:37:00.002+08:00

i hate it when i cant sleep
and i am all alone.
in the dark.
argh i am fucking bored. oh yeah aint suppose to curse.
finally reached master at 12am plus..
going to watch BOF until i feel sleepy..
zzz.

2009-07-11T22:18:00.001+08:00

today quite slack too..
went for CIP from 1130-6
spent the first 4 hours busy asking for donations and having lunch
then the next few hours stoning and listening
just realized how girls can gossip about a LOT of stuff
today's lunch sucked.
but arnold was kind to waive a huge amount off..
and then this guy came by today
and wrote a cheque. and i was like wow
since first time i see someone donate so much in public
usually they just ignore you
or give some lame excuse like "sorry i dont have my wallet"
when i can see it in your bag.. -.-
next week there is ERP, and i still have not read my book.
result= totally pwned.

2009-07-10T14:17:00.002+08:00

Just when I thought today would be a great day,
it does not turn out so.
Morning got called by discipline head
for some private issue that is retarded
and thinking about this issue makes me feel more sian
because of the way i am involved in this matter
Was very sian during the rest of the day
wondering whether i could get home fast enough
and yes i did.
have to start doing work and stop playing
because tests are coming and i have not revised.
As from week 3 tuesday, I promise to start mugging.
for Maths.Physics.Biology.Chem.Geog.AEP.
screw the rest.

2009-07-08T20:17:00.002+08:00

ok... have been slacking for the past week due to H1N1.
today received Chi letter writing and Philo test.
Both sucked.
Maths TA sucked too.
Shit. My life sucks. And my wound is not recovering.
That means more days with slippers :P

PS Go Stomp.SingaporeSeen.Search "intimately"/"West Mall"
RI boy made famous.

2009-07-05T20:48:00.002+08:00

f****** hell.. injured my heel today.
lots of skin came of, and i needed 2 plasters to cover the wound.
supposed to do work today so that tmr can slack,
but ended up going out with family, so trying to chiong today
too lazy to type much,
hoping that WOW server works ASAP,
so that by tmr i will jump 40 levels
and kick jd+kevin's ass.

2009-06-29T21:16:00.005+08:00

before i start,
IT IS JUNHUI'S BIRTHDAY TODAY
OK now for the fun that happened today
school was great except for H1N1
and our school got 2 confirmed cases..
BUT THEY ARE NOT CLOSING SCHOOL WTF.
so first period was wasted with FT talking to us
about responsibility blah blah.
then school went on and was cut short by a period today.
so richmond.kevin.kevin.me went to watch Transformers 2
and it is freaking nice. no spoilers here.
sorry for those who cant make it due to the late timings. late planning.
and thanks kevin GOH for organizing this impromptu movie thingy.
go back eat cake and do homework.
and i only can use my phone tomorrow. SHIT.
and it is coming to the end of my birthday.. shoot.
better enjoy the privileges while i still can.

2009-06-27T22:39:00.002+08:00

ok today was screwed
went to causeway cathay hoping for a student promo
saw it was 10 bucks per ticket
so went to eat kimchi fried rice
which sucked there. dont eat there if you can.
went to lib to slack, listen music, read comic
watching BOF then suddenly SS want me go Kevin's house
went there. slack half do half.
played basketball too.
before that we tried to enter his house the unorthodox way
(the three of them are apparently used to it)
ended up my laptop screwed up (cover)
damn sad.. and my toe got a cut.
went in play Wii. kevin owns at it (shit his ego rising again)
and then played bball. arnold played in slippers
before he took them out
and then when he came back in, walk around, wash his leg
sit down at the sofa and stand up again
then he suddenly start bleeding mysteriously
and he bled so much i felt sick.
he bled at his little toe and the blood pooled all the way
to his BIG TOE and it resembled a small puddle
sick sick.
arnold left early, and later kevin's father drove us to MRT
and on the way we saw Arnold walking to the MRT.
and kevin's father honked at him, Arnold turns around but cant see us.
LOL.
the blood is still sick.

2009-06-26T18:03:00.002+08:00

HAHA proud to say this year shooting team 2 got 7th.
we get to go into finals man..
i thought we out liao lor. surprise surprise.
KSP better treat our team to something good.
and i cant believe i wasted the whole of today following my parents out.
when i still got tons of homework to do.
Like SS project, Chi project, Phy WS, Chem WS, ENG ERP..
and they say no school closure. shit.
tmr going to watch transformers 2 alone before project
the teaser looks freaking cool..
and they added new bots. and megatron changed into something cooler.
A CYBERTRONIAN TANK..

i hate mosquitoes.

2009-06-25T09:55:00.002+08:00

just frigging came back from NCO Camp...
super fun and tiring at the same time.
and we get to pump the Sec 1s.
first day i was first victim -_- cos i put my belt on the floor
and so i did the first 20 pushups of camp.
stupid shaun.
then we had lecture and parade training.
and i was parade commander, but in the end parade got cancelled
so i wasted 2 hours shouting my voice off.
then lunch, activities blah blah blah.
Night hike was ok and super fun.
Nigel helped me to carry my bag all the way (dont know why)
and it was not as tiring as i thought,
because i didnt sit down and beared with it.
we went to ECP and there was no sunrise for us to see.
then we had breakfast at macs. heavenly.
and the bus didnt come until very late, so parade and everything was cancelled.
and go back to RI waited for half hour to go in
due to the super long queue...
after everything melvin.nigel.kelson.me go macs
and play cards for half hour just to wait for the mcvalue lunch
LOL. and i wasted 19 hours sleeping... argh. so much homework not done yet.

2009-06-11T17:29:00.001+08:00

Lady Gaga Pokerface Parody lol...

2009-05-29T20:13:00.002+08:00

finally tests are over.
yet i dont like the score of some of my tests
like physics and chem.
but my bio today went really well,
can only find 1-2m worth of mistakes.
and jasper kuan was opening windows during the test. ahaha
cip finale today as well. ok lah
quite fun, everyone enjoyed themselves
holidays busy, little time to slack,
waiting for 6th July - move in day :P

2009-05-26T20:27:00.002+08:00

ok today aep cancelled
poor ms tay, heard she got hospitalized
but she come back sure rush like siao one
we already miss 3 lessons...
then went for shooting instead
and my hands are like shaking...
in the end roughly 167/200 points,
average of 8.35, but standard deviation quite high

support Little Voices.

2009-05-25T21:40:00.000+08:00

hahaha my computer just entered a new era
from windows xp to windows 7 ultimate
and it is looking cool. thanks junlun.
now back to studying for bio...
zzz.

CIP rehearsal was not really good today.

2009-05-21T21:09:00.002+08:00

ambassadors series was lame...
quite boring, until the last part
when we almost got Arnold to ask H.E.
whether the Danish's sexual promiscuity had a correlation
to them being the happiest in the world due to their
prostitute streak. shucks. i wanted to see her reaction.\
and after school, in the library,
i was just lazing around on the floor, when suddenly
Kevin and Arnold decided to have fun and started
stripping me. In the library. In front of like 10 pairs of eyes.
SHIT. lucky cheryl yap didnt see that, or else...
I CONFIRM DIE ONE.
and stop posting those photos on internet

2009-05-20T20:40:00.002+08:00

today was really shocking
after zi qi and i got a sneak preview of our physics paper
but this will be motivation for me to work harder
time to stop horsing around and start mugging
next week is bio test, must prove to myself.
That I can get good grades.

2009-05-19T20:35:00.002+08:00

This came from a quiz... created by Qi Hang
incredibly funny though.

Arnold Sim/Go Jun Hui
You lead an incredibly screwed up life. You are perhaps one of the biggest jokers in RI. You seriously need to start paying attention in class and stop using your handphone under the table/in your pencil case like all teachers are blind or something. Stop being so flamboyantly horny (at least conceal your hormones like Hui Chiang). Stop wanting to rape poor innocent classmates. Get a higher GPA before you start really failing at life.

Bryan Chew
Do your work! You never do your work OK? Remember that English blogging assignment. It's been so many weeks...start doing it up alright? Start reading some goddamn Chinese books for Lord's sake because your Chinese fails big time. BIG TIME. Stop slacking in your studies (Chinese especially) and start doing your projects before all your project partners ditch you.

Eugene Phua Liang Wei
You are a very funny person. You love to ask questions and take your work seriously. You are quite a big mugger and you are a balanced student in both the sciences and humans. You possess leadership qualities and will perhaps someday be the Prime Minister of Singapore.

Nathanael Wong
You are a whiny little bitch who loves to see others in pain. You are very sadistic and love to whack people with your biscuit box of a pencil case. You like to whip people with your dirty handkerchief and love to seek unnecessary attention. You can start improving yourself by stop saying unnecessary things like "Ouch!" and "Shuttup" and "This is INSANE!11!!!ONEONEONEelevenelven". You've got a lot of haters and certainly aren't very popular.

Koh Zhi You
You are lame. Excruciatingly lame. You tell lame jokes all the bloody time. They aren't even that funny. You have weird mood swings. Sometimes you screw around, sometimes you are very very serious. You sing very well and can most probably be the next Sarah Brightman.

Feng Hao Sheng
You need to stop SHOUTING IN CLASS LIKE THIS. IT'S VERY ANNOYING AND IT HURTS PEOPLE'S EARS. YOU NEED TO BE SLIGHTLY MORE COURTEOUS TOWARDS TEACHERS AND FRIENDS BY NOT SHOUTING LIKE THIS. YOU WANT TO ASK YOU QUESTION, WAIT FOR YOUR TURN AND ASK NICELY. YOU SHOULD ALSO TRY NOT SNEEZING ON YOUR HANDS AND WIPING IT ON YOUR PANTS LIKE A GORILLA. YOU SHOULD PROBABLY START TO SHAVE BECAUSE YOUR LEGS ARE SUPER DUPER HAIRY. YOU SHOULD ALSO BE LESS RETARDED AND NOT WALK OUT OF THE CLASS SO MANY TIMES WHEN THE TEACHER HAS YET TO DISMISS THE CLASS. LASTLY, TRY WEARING SLIGHTLY SHORTER SOCKS.

Tay Hui Chiang
You are a little sotong and lost sometimes. You have a cute little nose and love to pretend to be innocent. In reality, you are VERY VERY HORNY and like to caress your sensitive areas during Physics. Too bad you have an adorable face to cover up your sinister self. And stop showing off your wealth.

ok too lazy to try and compile everybody's answer.
qi hang is so insightful..
whiny baby face.

2009-05-18T20:34:00.002+08:00

ok so my physics died as well
even though I knew the answer for 7m worth of questions
and there was no time to do another 7m worth of questions
and the paper is out of 30.
dang. there goes my 4.0 for physics as well.
why am i so careless? i hope there is moderation up.
but finally no more CCTS!!!!
for this week chey. but got wide time frame to study for Bio.
and Phy prac. after next week relax and party liao lor...
10 days of holidays gone due to NPCC, stupid...

2009-05-15T20:08:00.002+08:00

HAHA today morning was super funny
Arnold and I got called by the teacher because
Qi Hang complained to him.
Something about Arnold wanting to have *** with him,
boasting to him about having an abnormally large and exploding *****
and about that time before Philosophy
where Qi Hang got locked in with both of us...
people who know Arnold and me will know what happened after that. :P
But what happened during recess was totally unexpected
some enmity between kyx and Arnold for no reason
shall not go into details, but there were injuries and damage done.
and CIP was screwed up...i was in charge but very hard to control the people
especially when you tell them to stop it
turn around and they continue doing it.
but nvm, I learnt some lessons... next week interview
hope to get into some good positions
like ACCAL and Head of Training.

2009-05-12T21:33:00.002+08:00

argh i am going to die for chemistry
i got a lot of mistakes... goodbye 4.0
bio prac and maths test on thurs
goodbye too
nest week physics, goodbye too
I HATE CCTs
but who doesnt? SO i should not go around
bitching about something everyone already bitches about

cant wait for the recess at J8 tomorrow :P

2009-05-11T20:18:00.002+08:00

ok something stupid happened just now...
I saw this number in my call log
and then i decided to call the person back
after that, i hung up after i said never mind
and then later he calls back and pretends to be arnold's brother
and then his younger brother pick up and pretends to be the mother
because his mother said: "say i am the mother." in the background
LOL no wonder Arnold so mischievous as well :P

anyway i think my mum is slowly becoming ok with the RLP thing
she is afraid my grades drop
but my self-control isnt that bad. unless my roommate is a hardcore gamer
then i might apply for a change, but
i should know when to study and play.
other than that she is ok with the thing...
and i slacked for SUNDAY and MONDAY... but i revised my notes everyday
must score well for chem.

2009-05-10T13:13:00.002+08:00

Happy Mother's Day!
i hope you will consider letting me go
I look at other people, and their parents want them to go.
I wonder why.

2009-05-07T21:39:00.003+08:00

ok i am seriously damned pissed with my parents.
old-fashioned, traditional mindset...
screw your mindset man. that mindset wont get you far in today's modern society
RLP is a program to train future leaders.
I get a chance to go and you say I am wasting money,
that this is a program designed to waste the money of students?
come on, if you are so concerned about money,
I can afford to cut 4 dollars off my daily allowance,
and that will give you enough money to pay for each month
and even let you save 10 dollars each month for 5 months.
and you wont get to see me everyday as well, since you seem to hate me so much
giving me the cold shoulder, confiscating my handphone.
just because i get to live in my school and you all protest so violently
i still remember dad giving me a choice to choose this or not.
and now you deny it.. this shows that I can never trust you.
this will cost much less than sis' stupid OBS overseas journey,
and it is worth much more, transport, food, water, electrical costs all saved
and at least I study more during the stay than at home
due to the mandatory 2 hour study session each day
and if you miss me, i can always come home during the weekends
which i probably wont, except for special occasions.
if you all dont let me go, i might as well leave this god-dammed house
you all constrict me, and I dont even go out a lot, stay at home,
and i do your work sometimes, unlike sis who goes out almost everyday
and i dont spend as much as sis, who spends money buying clothes...
I dont see why I cannot go for things that I like to go,
and you dont even give me a chance to explain,
and force me to reject this chance immediately.
seriously, i dont give a damn about your opinion,
and I am giving you only one choice.
Let me go.
You ban me from sleepovers, I oblige.
You ban me from using my handphone and computer, I bear with it.
You give me the cold shoulder, I pretend that nothing is happening.
You cut my allowance, I keep quiet and use my own savings.
You want me to do your work, I finish all in one night.
Why cant you just shut up and listen to me once?
I dont see why you get your way all the time and I never.
and I bet if i get injured, you will just scold me and ask me why I am so dumb to play sports and get injured.
which is what you did.
You think your child will respect you if you discipline them strictly?
No. They will hate you for not giving them enough freedom.

Let see who will win this time round.
I dont care what I do, I am going to get what I want.
This time.

2009-05-05T20:15:00.001+08:00

I hate my mum for stopping me from going for rlp,
yet as I see her eating her meal all alone,
all my hate dissolves into sadness.
She seemed so sad, so fragile...
I really want to help her but I cant even help myself now
Homework, commitments, tests...
I doubt I can even cope with all the stress.
Looking at my sisters mindlessly doing their stuff,
I cant help but feel that this family isnt all that perfect.
I feel so depressed now..
Someone, please, comfort me.

2009-05-04T21:23:00.002+08:00

ok... i only realized how much crap I left undone
when I looked through my file,
and the horror was that I only realized I didnt do my AEP worksheet.
one question is 25m, but I spent one hour chionging it.
courtesy goes to raphael who helped me a lot. :P
went to school today, got shocked totally.
1. CHEMISTRY AND MATHS CCT AND BIO PRAC. NEXT WEEK
2. PHYSICS TEST NEXT NEXT WEEK, ALL 4 TOPICS. WTF!
3. BIO CCT NEXT NEXT NEXT WEEK.
and i still thought I had a holiday next Mon.
and I am going to Malaysia on the 17th.
My physics is gone case, unless I start mugging next Fri.
will do my best, pray for me to score well.

going fa hua this fri.. long time no see, peepos.
start mugging chem soon, like this wed/thurs/fri !?

supposed to be finishing my other 25m question for aep now.

2009-05-03T13:53:00.002+08:00

tuition was really boring yesterday...
felt very very sleepy...
i want to watch DVDs now, and i will :P
damn bored and i am left with tons of homework.
that i dont feel like doing now.

2009-05-01T14:28:00.001+08:00

finally got unbanned from the computer.
really bored, being unable to check my mousehunt and FFS status.
nothing much this week, but it was really slack.
Damn little homework, and a lot of movie-watching lessons.
and i won 20 bucks yesterday, from my dad's business BBQ.
that should be enough to replace all the extra money i spent this week.
And a lot of projects are to be due next week.

Learning Journey Day sucks.

2009-04-25T21:42:00.002+08:00

so much homework, so much stress.
one bio worksheet, one chi worksheet, one maths assignment, eng project and worksheet, one geog project, lots of physics worksheet, aep t-shirt design
AND A FUCKED UP MOZART RE.
Mr. Tan is going to be damn pissed. with us.
for being so slack and slow.
i have set my schedule to be in less com, more work mode.
but all these projects are interfering.
please can someone help me? all this work is pulling me down.
and i am drowning. literally.

2009-04-24T20:18:00.004+08:00

RI floorball team lost by 2-0...
and they had more shots. according to sheng siong.
today was super boring
but i got 8/10 for physics, which was surprising
because i expected a 6.
maybe you can be as stupid and me and write this:
"properties of a image...:
a. Real
b. Diminished
c. Magnified"
maths was rather tough... had solving-problems race
out of 11 i only knew how to solve one...
and eng was mildly interesting. there is this project
which involves a lovely stroll from school to J8.
in two weeks time.
and i received a popular voucher...
thanks to PKS and the easy exam paper they set.

Tomorrow is PTM, Maths teacher wants to see my parents...
for the outstanding performance I have given so far.
and I hope FTs will not know who my parents are.
because I have lots of demerits, and I have received a detention for every single week in Term 2. I skipped 3 though.
and I might be an usher along with Arnold.
Imagine Arnold ushering, and include a mental image of chaos along with it.

I HATE PTM.

2009-04-23T17:39:00.001+08:00

I splurged 20 bucks on 2 t-shirts.

2009-04-21T19:09:00.004+08:00

ok you can see SC6 here!!

just fast forward to 3:43 and you can see SC6. I am the first row, fourth guy from the left of the cadets. but cannot see carefully lah...
chem test is screwed...
i forgot that hydroxide was OH- and didnt know that silicate was...
forgot liao...
anyway should be able to get a 4.0
unless there were other mistakes...
I NEED TO GET 4.0 FOR THIS PAPER
IT IS 10%!!!
sucks to the core...

2009-04-20T21:51:00.002+08:00

my life seems to be missing something...
still cant get over the fact that NPAP has ended
Lots of people I want to thank:
1. CI Wan Ling for drilling us and lending me your name tag for the parade :P
2. CI Terence for being a good and fun CI, and being strict only when needed.
3. My bus mates, for making the trip there and back so much more interesting
4. Felix, all the jokes we shared, even though we went overboard at times.
5. Contingent 6, for making this parade a smashing success.
6. Kelvin sir, for lifting up our spirits with your pep talks with some humor.
7. Everyone who went down and supported the parade, and clapped for us.

today cca was boring, uniform resizing
pe sucked, red bull sucked, and i became super tired after 2.4
and i heard that khai chong super despo, asked 5 girls for their numbers for 5 bucks.
you got balls man...

i hate inequalities.

2009-04-19T09:43:00.003+08:00

NPAP is over, and I still cant believe it.
Yesterday's parade was great, and people were clapping for us.
and i was nervous. hentak kaki in front of so many students and CIs
sweating like some shit. but in all, everything went smoothly,
and even though people fainted(like the very stern CI), the parade was great.
saw old friends, made new friends, it was like a great gathering for all cadets.
I WILL MAKE IT A POINT TO ATTEND THE PARADE NEXT YEAR.
this experience will be one i would never forget.
so cliche.
and why no one from Raffles come support??
looking at the strong camaraderie from the other school units,
cant help but feel that something was missing yesterday.
and i didnt receive any tickets, even though i was supposed to have 4.
and there was no t-shirt, so I wonder why they took our sizes.
but nvm about all this, because I want NPAP to be one of my fondest memories.
so long, NPAP.

luckily no one saw the name tag on my shirt during the parade. :P

2009-04-16T19:47:00.002+08:00

OK I AM DAMN PISSED.
i am going to go crazy and fucking insane.
my room is full of freaking flying insects.
you know those that are attracted by light.
they all come flying into my room, and there are like 11!?
and the rest of the house lights are spammed by them too.
damn pissed... but i wont use insecticide, cos it stinks.
and my gpa sucks...
dropped to 3.32, because of Maths... if my Maths get 4,
I WOULD GET 3.72. and it is double weightage.
damn.
stupid insects. heard of a dead housefly being removed from someone' ear.
eew. disgusting.

2009-04-14T21:26:00.002+08:00

ok today was a decent day...
and aep went smoothly. THANK GOODNESS.
my eng blog test is screwed, I just rewrote what was written in the article.
because I did not prepare for it.
next week is MATHS TA AND CHEM TEST.
not OBA. shit. I am getting pampered by OBAs.
luckily my TA score looks pretty decent, with marks deducted
for the 10 sec answer I scribbled down because I was clueless of what to do.
but still, it looks nice.
and dont suan me or anything.

2009-04-12T18:47:00.002+08:00

many thanks to those who wished me well
my eye is not really in pain much,
just left with a few bloody patches that are healing
but Monday will be troublesome.
and junkiat, you should stop worrying,
i will try to lessen the blame on you so you wont get kicked out of cecc or something
but nothing much lah, the matter blown out of proportions
because a teacher walked by -_-
how fortunate.

2009-04-11T11:37:00.002+08:00

argh damn my eye got owned on thursday
junkiat swung his cup so hard, i couldnt see for 20 mins
and then dont know why the clinic referred me to kk
when there was nothing seriously wrong with my eye...
freak and my eye is still red.

2009-04-08T20:32:00.002+08:00

ok shucks i screwed up quite some tests today.
walked into a physics test today with only a pen and correction tape
luckily there was a 1m long ruler, so i just used that
screwed up second page, wrote diminished and magnified together
WTF I was dreaming lol.
screwed up chem OBA as well, only got 18, because of a question i forgot to do
and a question which i calculated wrongly.
tomorrow's captain ball has been cancelled
lols... nvm free afternoon tmr, slack slack time :P
but should stay at home and catch up with studies...
hmmm cannot one lah, my personality = staying in sch and play bball

was counting how many people stared at kevin goh's face
counted till 3 then stopped, not crowded enough
and i dont need to go for prize presentation!! :P

2009-04-07T21:14:00.002+08:00

Tag replies:
Sheng Siong: It is a pity the Chinese Department didnt want to use the same grading system as I thought, for more people would get higher percentages. Fine, I take back my "confirm lah" ok =.= retarded

Kevin: Yeah I just knew today -_-
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bad day today, realized many percentages dropped
bio, chi...
but aep got 3.6
surprise suprise, with the crap marks i got for test and worksheet

signing up for OIP! :P junkiat IN YOUR FACE

2009-04-06T18:59:00.002+08:00

ta was easy :P
was left with 6 mins staring at the cool timer on the com. screen
but i wasnt sure of how to do the second part of question 2
so i wasted 5min 59 secs on it
till the last min when i just decided to write the answer
which i knew all along, but was thinking of the method.
O.o
percentages I think so far:
4.0 Biology (bottom 3 in class WTF- my class is a mugger class)
4.0 Chemistry (no surprises, OBA what is so hard about it?)
4.0 SS (just nice)
4.0 Chinese (confirm lah, my book report and test)
4.0 Physics (my tests quite good, unless she add the magazine thing -_-)
3.2 Geog (screwed up fieldwork)
2.0 Maths (3/10, 2/10 what did you expect? -_- careless)

it seems easier to get 4s in sec 3...

2009-04-05T20:57:00.002+08:00

okay weekend was spent quite meaningfully.
yesterday spent first half of the morning playing fifa online 2
Everton is first, 3 points ahead of arsenal.
and Everton made arsenal's G.D. jump from 7 to -1,
because of Everton's 8-1 win against Arsenal :P thanks to yours truly
then spent the next half of the morning
finishing the drama. ending's a bit lame though
before i popped two pills which made me feel much better
then i continued maintaining Everton's top position
winning teams like Chelsea, Liverpool, Man City
all thanks to yours truly once again.
after that searched for T-shirt shops for RE
and thought of a few T-shirt designs as well
cos my RE is on borderline fail due to me missing
quite a few lessons of RE due to other commitments
and i slacked through the proposal.
tomorrow is Maths TA, sufficient practice makes me confident
i can do it, but if they give three-star problems...

2009-04-04T11:49:00.003+08:00

ugh... sick for three days already, and it doesnt look any better
feverish and coughing and sneezing
and my body freaking heaty too
makes me feel like dying
and that ass Kevin Goh still say fever can do exercise one lah
and force me to go for the experiment at RP -_-
this week missed three days of school already
because of me being sick on Sunday to Monday
and Thursday to Saturday. makes me appreciate being healthy more

antibiotics rock, even though they cost a bomb.
After eating two pills, I feel as if I am normal :P
but once the effect is gone, it is back to feeling like shit again.

2009-03-27T22:20:00.002+08:00

hmm i havent been keeping up my daily routine
changed to weekly instead...
had chem OBA and AEP test on tues
and i didnt study for both O.o
and i had parade on wed, which was as usual hot
until it suddenly started raining and it was cool
because half of the parade square was wet
and the other was dry... -_-
but in the end it became a mild thunderstorm
with lots of lightning and "wows" from the sec 2 cadets
whom i think have not seen lightning before...
thurs was fun and eye-opener
went to republic poly for re experiment...
the gadgets were cool... but i sort of screwed up the test
but nvm, at least after 6 weeks the improvement would be greater
so it would indirectly help jd and kevin GOH's group
jumping test, i jumped 258, 257 and 268(3rd one after the test -_-)
and i started from my hand at 221... didnt put in 100% effort argh
and then kicking test, where alvin's 50% is greater than his 100%...
the treadmill is cool btw, with a simulation to make it
more interesting
fri was normal, not too interesting and boring...

I WANT TO GO FOR RLP!!

2009-03-23T20:33:00.002+08:00

today was tiring as usual
CCA was not helping to relieve stress but
add aches to my body everywhere...
on the menu for PT was a grand total of 100 pushups
because our sir decided to be kind by
counting one second as 10 pushups.
so we were late for 8 seconds
plus an additional 20 for not falling in fast enough
for 19 secs, so round up to 20.
and then i had to pay Matthew 20 pushups for our poker game
and i still owe him 26, but he owes me 30 now
he just did 30...
lessons were slack, everything went at a lethargic pace
could see a lot of people sleeping in Biology
and as usual I was labelled part of the naughty gang in Chem
along with Sheng Siong (prefect), Arnold and Zi Qi
T.T tmr is Chemistry OBA
apparently if i get 40 for Chi
i get to inherit all of Kevin's weath, but as if that is likely to happen
not that he will give me anyway.
nad Bio some people did not do well, and hope i am not part of the people
but i think i am
because i was rushing geog the night before
but nothing is impossible
and i am still hoping for a miracle
to descend from the heavens... stupid thought. -_-

2009-03-20T14:10:00.002+08:00

a routine post after a long break during the March holidays.

Friday
had to go back to school for npap parade -_-...
went in the morning to play basketball with teck wei and xue wen
then played with bb
then i crashed into a party (teck wei's class)
but okay lah cos the teachers knew me so didnt feel really awkward
then went to npap later and i was reserve for that day cos i didnt bring uniform
Saturday
went for lessons the whole day (though
the first one was fun and interesting)
Sunday
went to some relative's house, so boring,
everyone left at about 5... went back home for dinner and sleep
Monday (start of my no life holiday)
doing my eng ERP assignment, cousin came over for tuition
then he played Maple while I watched... Maple so fun meh?
Tuesday
The same as Monday, just that today I was playing PSP
and surfing the Net... slack day
Wednesday
Went to school for Geog project. okay
but I wasted money on breakfast (but i was damn hungry)
then sheng siong came to my house to finish up the project
since he was busy for the rest of the days
quite slack... then played bball downstairs
very hot... stopped playing after an hour
then had to chiong a 6 question 50 m paper for AEP
hand in by TMR!!! WTF she is the only teacher to demand for homework
DURING THE HOLIDAYS... among all the teachers I have
Thursday
Finished up my AEP before I played Maple for a while
damn bored ok
then went down to play bball
and so coincidental got two Singapore players and some other pro people down there
so we played together and they were good
got this super tall Indian who was damn fast and a quite good center
my performance ok lah, chopped in 4 3-pointers in a row...
before the tall Indian come and block me...
sis boyfriend came for dinner after that.
Friday
slacking as usual, but finishing up my Physics project
last piece of homework I am going to do... haha
before I slack for the last two days.

2009-03-13T22:00:00.002+08:00

my 100th post. finally.
after a long break (maybe not that long)...
today was fun. no school, and i was in a holiday mood.
went to school to play basketball with teck wei and xue wen
then played against bb, and the tall guy in bb is sick.
he and the other guy keep double teaming our team.
and naishad can intercept quite well, and he blocked someone twice in a row. o.O
then after that crashed into a class party.
but it wasnt really crashing, just going with the flow.
cos i knew some people there. and i made new friends.
then had captain's ball with Mrs D'cruz and Mr Jason Tan.
so funny, as Mrs D'cruz tries to block Nigel, who caught 4-5 out of 6 goals.
and i didnt bring my beret, so i became the benchwarmer. FOR TODAY.

2009-03-07T14:35:00.002+08:00

why is it that every year, it is the same
for npcc basketball matches?
today went for hua yi sec, reached there got shocked
got one old teacher-officer playing in dunearn sec,
and one fat guy who looked more like 20 years old in bukit view sec
then i went to draw the lot to see who played who
and luck was on my side, for we had yio chu kang sec.
we won them, with a lot of intercepts from us.
score was 11-9 cos we slacked in the second half
then we had a walk-over, because the last team didnt come
so we were the champions of set C
then we played bukit view sec (fat guy who looks 20)
and they were quite rough, but we also...
i accidentally poked a guy's eye with my finger oops
first half score was 7-3, then slowly it morphed into 12-12
then we had shoot-out, where we lost at the 5th round...
damn sad and emo and depressed... so we were only one point away from getting a medal and uopa points
i will join more basketball competitions in the future.
i will be resilient.

2009-03-06T22:18:00.002+08:00

i got 20/30 for Maths, which is both good and bad.
good because i passed Maths for term 1.
bad because it sucks.
and tmr got bball match, so this week is like a normal school week.
freak and next week got 5 tests.
repeat: 5 tests.
i am going to die for bio next week
dont even understand half of what ben. chang says
calculate what percentage, frequency blah blah blah
and i am becoming more and more depressed,
but thanks to those by my side who encouraged me to be happy always
...

2009-03-05T20:14:00.002+08:00

tired, tired, tired
realized this is the 324859102423094 time I started a post with me being tired/stressed etc
today arnold didnt come, so school was boring...
went for live shoot today
performance increased by 400++%
last year got 12/80, this year got 73/80 :P
but i lost to simon and matthew... -_-
must thank zhe yuan though, he has been a great help
helping me buy lunch and lending me his specs
which allowed me to see damn clearly

anyway i need people to join the team for HYSS bball competition, or we cannot go.

2009-03-04T20:05:00.002+08:00

there is never a boring lesson with arnold around.
we had physics today
spent 15 mins looking at the pendulum swing around the stand.
and CLE was as usual quite humourous.
argh richmond please calm down
be patient and give me till next monday
i know it has been 4 months already
but trust me this last time... please.
dont be rash.
homework as usual is piling up
need to spend less time on my laptop
having class. shoot tomorrow, need to get 60 points
creating an eyepatch
haha i am a pirate. (thinks of beck's LOL video)

2009-03-03T22:49:00.001+08:00

busy playing facebook apps... very very very tired
checked and realized i finally got 1001 views
thank you all for your support :P
shall continue playing facebook apps. :D

2009-03-03T20:24:00.002+08:00

my shoulders hurt (suddenly)
today aep was quite slack because Ms Tay didnt come
slack slack slack
everyone played guess the sketch on facebook
so addicting
before Mr Tan came in and asked all of us what we were doing
prefect investiture was quite interesting
but it seemed a little repetitive
all the poses, introduction of prefects blah blah
and i realized what nice grades i got for chem, bio was ok...
but once again i am reminded by my maths ta
which sucked.
morning today sucked.
playing paper aeroplanes in class with yu xuan
my turn to throw and i threw the aeroplane and watched it land.
but i wasn't the only one looking.
mr wee was looking too, and we had a small talk later.
how coincidental.
my class is too well-behaved, making me and Arnold stand out.
way too out.

2009-03-02T20:49:00.002+08:00

i need to get a life.
everyday i wake up to the same old boring routine
and i feel bored with life
it is just wake up, go school, do homework, eat dinner and sleep
I wish I could do something new for a change
instead of just sitting behind the computer playing fb apps
having a headache now, and i am freaking bored
my posts everyday revolves around a central theme=
my school day sucked.
i need to wake up to find myself changed
independent and free
free of the constricting rules of schools
free of the heavy workload
free to pursue my own interests
the life i want is still yet to be.

2009-03-01T21:37:00.002+08:00

amazing race yesterday was fun, tiring and a money-waster. We had a unfair advantage: we didn't have any map, but the good thing was there wasn't enough volunteers, so no one followed us to make sure we followed the rules, but we did anyway. *glint**coughs* we had a good headstart, reaching our first checkpoint in minutes, and after the first checkpoint we were at a loss for where to go, for we did not know where Bishan Grand Lawn 2 was, so we wasted about half-an-hour looking for the place, until we met a team who showed us the place. Then we reached Bishan CC, and the volunteer didn't know where to go to Bishan HDB Hub... lols. then we slacked and traveled to Macritchie via train, foot and bus (train was a mistake), then go Bishan park and had soccer. bonus was damn unfair, because we had to score against a goalie in penalty distance and there are 3 cones in front of us. so none of us scored. and then we reached bishan cc anf finished the basketball thing before we ended, thus finishing fourth. freaking tired, but the good thing was i learnt how to play frisbee.
today chionged group proposal and homework, then went shopping for new shoes(my old one got owned) and used almost all my savings. :( anyway damn tired liao, and my workload is steadily increasing.

and chinese CCT is round the corner.

2009-02-27T21:46:00.002+08:00

argh.. i am still a bit emo about Maths, and zi qi, you are not helping by reminding me about the double weightage of Maths... -_-. i sprained my leg today during basketball but it seems to be better now, but still hurts. can play tmr can liao lah.
anyway nat. and qi hang are damn gay, i wonder what happens if you put them together. result of discussion about this with chang rui:
Nat: "poke poke"
Qi Hang: "can you stop it!" in his usual gay voice and prob. hits Nat
Nat: "ouch" and then kicks Qi Hang before twirling back
i forgot the rest...

and i was made to make a hard decision today, and i hope i didnt make the wrong one. On one side we have the Moor house exco and Ben. Chang (ft), and on the other side we have NPCC exco and teacher-in-charge. So in the end, i went to explain to the teacher and asked him not to penalize me for not attending my event, and result is: went for parade without getting -2 points, but didnt get the 3 points that I would have got for the house. sorry...
damn tired, legs aching and tmr there will be amazing race, but we signed up quite late...

2009-02-26T21:33:00.003+08:00

damn xian today, maths cct was quite screwed. I realized how to do the 6m problem with 10 seconds left to do, and I realized I was talking to Arnold about the method before recess. Then, I mistook the question about the range of x as the solution of x... -_- careless everywhere... worse case is 1.6, best case is around 2.4-2.8. but this is only for term 1. shit man... DOUBLE WEIGHTAGE FOR MATHS. I AM GOING TO LOSE TO RICHMOND AT THIS RATE!!!!

lessons with arnold are really funny. firstly he started off by searching pen island on google, then he started searching "who represents", "experts exchange" and related stuff, and it is damn funny. and sheng siong as usual was camwhoring with the cam. in the notebook.

before PE, arnold was pissing nat. off by imitating him like "ouch!" and then when nat. kicked him, arnold said "ouch!" in the nat. style and a teacher happened to walk by and she started laughing. must have thought arnold was some gay. haha.

aep ended quite late today, at around 530. then decided to take bus with sean, and I realized my mistake later as we spent one freaking hour at the bus stop waiting for 2 possible buses. In the end, we just entered the bus by the back door and I think everyone saw us, for they were giving us that look. O.O reached home quite late and sleepy...

I AM GOING TO OWN CHINESE THIS YEAR!!! HAHAHA MY PERCENTAGE SO FAR FOR THE TWO GRADED ASSESSMENTS IS 95%. HAHAHA!! AND THE NEXT TOPIC IS WRITING REFLECTION ABOUT THE RECENT NEWS, WHICH I HAVE BEEN GOING TO TUITION FOR SINCE P6. HAHAHAHA!!!

i wish chinese was double weightage.

2009-02-25T20:59:00.003+08:00

some more new pictures thanks to sheng siong today. :)

sheng siong camwhoring as usual. notice the lips.

sheng siong camwhoring as usual. notice the lips again.

At j8 i realized there were two rainbows side by side, but not clear.

super big rainbow. couldn't take it in one shot. In school.
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today damn tired and came home feeling very wet in my shoes. In the morning, I was calculating the number of marks I needed to get a 3.6 (70%) and after some calculation, I realized I needed FULL MARKS for my CCT to get 70% only. WTF!! thanks to my wonderful T.A. score which added up to about _/20. I need some confidence in myself, and I started mugging like shit during the weekends.

I am in a dilemma for what to do on Saturday.

2009-02-23T20:50:00.002+08:00

one of our class's chinese scholars. he and chang rui damn funny at times.

zi qi sleeping during Maths lesson.

sheng siong camwhore 1. very disturbing.

sheng siong camwhore 2 with arnold in the background doing you-know-what.

"terrorist" in the school for total defence plays. look a bit like one.

After one day, I finished quite a lot of work, including 2 hours of pinball non-stop, which led to 94million points plus when I died.

List of E-learning homework:
1. Chemistry worksheet (completed)
2. Physics worksheet (completed)
3. Biology summary (completed)
4. English worksheet and quiz (completed both, eng quiz was EASY)
5. Chinese e-learning (cannot open, so cannot do. Valid excuse)
6. Social studies essay (completed with help of asknlearn resources)
7. Maths IT activity (cannot open)
8. Maths assignment (last question left)
9. RE (dunno whether Yenter finished it for me)
10.Geography performance task (starting tomorrow)
11.Physics performance task (slack first)

Left with one Maths assignment which i will complete tomorrow. For Geog. I am going to the beach tomorrow, so convenient. and i still need to chiong 2 more logos for art before I sleep. haizz...

2009-02-23T10:27:00.002+08:00

I AM NOT HAPPY. E-learning is a pile of crap. Even though I tried to complete it, I still cannot finish it.

List of E-learning homework:
1. Chemistry worksheet (completed)
2. Physics worksheet (completed)
3. Biology summary (completed)
4. English worksheet and quiz (completed both, eng quiz was EASY)
5. Chinese e-learning (cannot open, so cannot do. Valid excuse)
6. Social studies essay (brain-killer)
7. Maths IT activity (cannot open)
8. Maths assignment (last question left)
9. RE (dunno whether Yenter finished it for me)
10.Geography performance task (starting tomorrow)
11.Physics performance task (slack first)

looking back at the list, it seems that I have not even completed half of the homework yet. Do teachers give so much during school holidays?
I need to slack, and I will slack. :P

2009-02-22T21:16:00.002+08:00

Pure bliss - the next two days without school. What could be better than that?
but... the catch is mountains of homework. So the moment of pure bliss is gone and what replaces it is pure horror...
next tues is npcc outing, and thinking of this makes me damn pissed, because some people just can't stop mugging, can they? Even though it is a CCT week(one maths and one eng essay only!?) we can still put aside one day for some bonding between the squad right? Don't you think the rest do not have any homework to do as well? -_-...
enough bitching about this fact... completed physics, chemistry, eng, maths ws during the weekend. still got: eng e-learning, physics and geog performance task, maths assignment last question, ss elearning... maybe i am not that fast.
went peranakan museum today, saw a lot of nice steles... then i slacked and slept in the afternoon before waking up and cooking dinner. damn nice thanks to my good cooking skills... hahaha
last day to chiong all my elearning homework before the outing. Yes I can do it...

2009-02-20T20:56:00.004+08:00

Life is sometimes really unfair. Some people put in a lot of effort into doing something, yet they don't get the results they deserve, yet some people put in minimal effort, but get results that they don't expect themselves. A case like that happened in school today, when I found out that someone in class spent a few days doing his book report, yet almost failed, and someone else did his report in two hours, and almost got full marks for his report. Such saddening news...
anyway npap today was damn slack, cloudy weather=no sun, and our instructors were ok, not that strict. and I made some new friends today.
and hong hui's surprise was not that shocking, although it almost sent me into spasms of laughter for a few seconds.

i am dragged down by e-learning.

2009-02-19T21:23:00.002+08:00

i wont blog about the sad news... and i realized that for both mistakes i actually know how to solve the problems but lots of careless mistakes...

anyway very tired today, and i just chiong-ed my chem holiday homework, so now bb chem. For geog I will take the pics next mon... and I AM BORED.
my life is being battered constantly by the waves of pressure, fear and sadness, and I am slowly being affected.

i hope they wont take the first two T.A.s into consideration. >.<

2009-02-17T21:32:00.002+08:00

ok freak i am posting this while constantly looking at my overhead light, for there is a BIG insect up there and I have a fear of insects ever since a big moth landed on my arm when I was four years old.

*glance* aep was ok today, completed a drawing today and thus left with one more sketch to finish my long over-due homework. Assignment for Maths was 19.5 out of 20 but Maths TA was the extreme opposite, worse than the first one.

*shouts, freak out* **** the insect just landed on my bed but flew back up again.. OMG I am a freaking coward but I am seriously afraid of flying insects.

ok i am designing a box on the theme of :You live only once. Interested people can tag and give me ideas, and the first prize is a adobe CS4 design premium with a basher graphic books voucher of 250 dollars. thanks.

i am freaked out by flying insects.

2009-02-16T19:50:00.002+08:00

THINGS THAT YOU CAN FIND ON THE MRT:

1. "IP MAN". today from admiralty to woodlands, there was this old uncle who suddenly stood up, walked to the door and started bashing it up in martial arts style (use the arm, palm etc.) Then, he started saying in a dialect about whatnot (think he was saying you suck, what taekwondo and karate also cannot win blah blah) and then he started "dancing". Think he was trying to do some flyign kicks that ended up like a dance. lol i was trying DAMN HARD not to clap (performance was ok, reminded me of Ip Man opening scene where he beats up a wooden human pole). but maybe he cannot help it...

today maths ta totally suck, brainfreeze=doom. good job, junhui, for getting _/20. (one digit)

npcc was fun, almost made it into the soccer team, but got kicked out at the final of the finals selection. -_- but will go for interunit bball, no competition to join bball. haha.

2009-02-15T18:11:00.003+08:00

How To Save A Life - The Fray

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
You begin to wonder why you came

CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life
How to save a life

CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life

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finally a simple and nice blogskin. damn bored today, spent about 3 hours touching up on drawings and drawing new drawing. i still need 5 to make 10. noooo... my aep CA component is going down.

2009-02-14T10:44:00.002+08:00

training on friday was cruel... standing under the sun and NO FIDGETING. damn uncomfortable and tired... argh i wish it would rain next week, then maybe it would be less torturous. i rather march in the rain than under the sun. aep homework as usual is strangling me, and i am left with 6 sketches for the week, so 18 hours gone. ****.

i want to go to lalaland.

2009-02-12T21:34:00.002+08:00

Swim carn. really suucked today for me. Even though i got into the finals automatically for the backstroke 50m, i doubt i am going to go, because there are lots of swimmers in the event, and the chances of me winning are like damn low. And i only learnt backstroke today in 15 mins... and my breaststroke was horrible. After 6-8 months of not swimming, my breaststroke stamina deproved like shit and I was finding it really exerting to swim fast for long distances. And i am disappointed in myself for quitting on myself, not believing in myself. i was in 200m breaststroke and the first two laps were quite tiring cos i spammed all my energy, and i was like overloading myself, and i was mentally telling myself I need to reach that shallow end soon, or ... and i stopped at the start of the 3rd lap, and after some hesitation continued, when I could have continued swimming and maybe earn some points... but didnt qualify and ended up damn tired and arms damn pain. then eugene come and ask me go for 200m backstroke. WTF i am damn tired already, so i just go and explain to the teacher, but luckily got another guy sign up, thus without me there are still 3 people and the event still could continue. Sorry Moor House, but i was really damn tired...

i hate cardio.

2009-02-11T21:29:00.002+08:00

ok i am going to die at SwimCarn tomorrow. going to swim backstroke tomorrow, but it had been a few years since I swam in this style (Pri.3) and i am damn nervous. What makes it worse is that there are only 3 swimmers(me included) and the catch is I have to swim 4 laps in 3.35 to get a medal, and i doubt i can pull off a 50sec lap (is it very fast?) 4 times... good luck junhui. if i screw up, i will be damn lose face because i cant even get a medal when there are only 3 people swimming.
cut my finger today while sliding it over a cardboard box.. ouch. and tmr is my physics and bio test, which = hardcore mugging. but i just completed mugging in half an hour.

i hope i can swim 3.34 for my event tomorrow.

2009-02-10T20:24:00.004+08:00

my cbox is becoming a mini verbal-warzone. why did i fault junkiat for his grammar mistakes that spiralled into this huge heated argument? please stop the whole matter is already over...

today aep was horrible... i only finished four sketches and was feeling quite optimistic when the teacher decided to give us another 4 sketches as homework... PLEASE. i am dying already and tests are coming up... and next week is the deadline for her to mark. no...
haha and my commonwealth essay has maintained its mark of 27/30, even though I found it a little hard to come up with the idea for this one (took 20 mins to think of this idea)... will just type it out and submit it to my teacher.
and during CLE, we were treated to Zhi You's famous song, which he sung to the whole school (not bad lah, Mr Lai was dancing to it and making funny poses) and then we had a Chinese opera performance by Chen Chen, our assistant monitor. haha totally hilarious.

and sheng siong was making some "suggestive faces" during chem, which made me take out my phone and take a shot before listening to lesson again...
tmr or thursday got physics test, next week got maths and bio test... stress is building up at a faster tempo now.

i am going to break soon under the stress.

2009-02-09T22:35:00.000+08:00

SOME RANDOM GUY'S IDEA OF A BIRTHDAY GIFT...

SHENG SIONG TRYING TO SUAN ME IN HIS ANNECDOTE...

2009-02-09T21:11:00.004+08:00

The Movie Of Your Life Is Film Noir

So what if you're a little nihilistic at times?

Life with meaning is highly over-rated.

Your best movie matches: Sin City, L. A. Confidential, Blade Runner

If Your Life Was a Movie, What Genre Would It Be?

wow... my best movie matches include Sin City...

Go Jun Hui is Made Of Panache, Laughter, and Style

3 parts Panache

2 parts Laughter

1 part Style

And a Splash of Compassion

Finish off with a squeeze of lime juice

What's the Recipe for Your Personality?

hmmm, what an interesting personality...

You Are the Ace of Hearts

Youthful and playful, you love life and the world.

You have a kind spirit, and you bring happiness to everyone you know.

Artistic and bold, you see the world in bright colors.

And you certainly aren't afraid to express everything you see and feel.

You are sentimental, and your emotions are very deep.

You are easily swept away and easily hurt.

A gamble you should take: Blackjack

Your friends would describe you as: Unique

Your enemies would describe you as: Weepy

If you lived in Vegas, you would be: An up and coming chef or fashion designer

What Playing Card Are You?

i just lost some money at Blackjack... :(

weekend had been an extremely fun yet tiring one, went to temple for prayers yesterday morning before heading over to my aunt's house for some celebrations.
and i realized my luck still sucks, the hard way.
today was very tiring too, woke up with a freaking migraine, head hurt like shit. a bit wobbly and blur today in the morning, and SS passes very very slowly.
NPCC was damn jialat today, first thing we did was a run around RI and RJC, and i got gastric because i didnt eat anything for the whole morning and afternoon, but still i managed to complete everything even with my slight gastric pains, and i didnt feel very tired. maybe due to the short "rest" stations where we did stationary exercises and the slow speed we were running at.
then we had some drills before discussing about our squad outing. Plans as far: Go beach for outing, play volleyball and soccer, then go bowling before going for lunch,
go LAN (a big waste of money in my opinion, but just go there see and play a little-one hour 1.50 to 2 dollars), then go watch movie before heading for dinner.
wanted to go during staff training day, but Issac Lee opposed violently to it. WTF it is one of the best times to go out, few people and cheaper pricing for movies... if you want to mug or do homework can do it at the beach... lets hope majority is taken into consideration.
and my school shirt got ripped today again -_-, but partly my fault lah. person wasnt using much strength, apparently i "struggled" too much, but he still paying one-third of the price... argh.

i wish my shirts would stop getting ripped.

2009-02-07T23:34:00.002+08:00

ok please stop it. kevin and zi qi, why are you guys so concerned about this rubbish thing? junkiat said sorry already ok, and the matter is resolved. why are you guys still adding fuel to the fire? the video i saw, that was last year ok, why are you still bringing up old matters just to prove your point? people can change within a few months, unless you didnt know that. and the matter that happened on friday, junkiat was kicking at me because i played rough, which i didnt know, and so i asked him to stop kicking people, cos he tried to kick walter when he blocked junkiat. and then he started kicking me for no reason, and i didnt retaliate. so i just picked up my ball and went home. ok end of story. and YW said "high level people", he was not referring to me, so you didnt have to show that nice video of me trying to kick him because he tore my bloody notes. and if you think that i am in the wrong or anything, continue thinking that way, because i wont be affected by it. have fun then kevin and zi qi.

what are friends for when they treat you like shit whenever they want to?

2009-02-06T18:41:00.005+08:00

Life Goes On- Arisaka Mika

Namida de nijinda kono sora wo miageru tabi
Hakanai ao sa ga mune wo shime tsuketeku

Sadame nara kanashi mino hate made
Tatakai tsuduketa hibi wo ato ni

Life Goes On moe agaru
Inochi ga aru kagiri
Shinjitsu no jibun sae miushinai sou sore demo
Life Goes On mamori takute
Kokoro wa kudakarete
Hontou no kanashimi wo shitta hitomi wa
Ai ni afurete

Fuyu ni saku hana ga kasumu keshiki irodoru
“Tsuyosa wa yasashi sa” sou utai kaketeru

Nan no tame dare no tame ni kimi wa
Tatakai tsudukeru no darou ima

Life Goes On umare kawari
Itsushika deaeru nara
Kore ijou mou nido to ushinai taku wa nai demo
Life Goes On kono toki ni
Umaretekita kagiri
Kono ude de kono mune de ima uketome you
Ai wo shinjite

Life Goes On moe agaru
Inochi ga aru kagiri
Itsu no hi wa mou ichido hikari wo wakachi aitai
Life Goes On mamori takute
Inori wo sora ni hasete
Hontou no kanashi mi wo shitta hitomi wa
Ai ni afurete....
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i am a very patient and tolerating guy.
those who didnt know, now you know.
you can beat me all you want, bash me all you want, and i wont retaliate with violence.
it may seem stupid, but to return violence against violence is even more stupid.
i wont bother wasting my energy trying to fight back.
you may think that i am weak, but are you strong enough to resist fighting back?
i am controlling my anger, and day by day it gets tested and it gets stronger.
and please dont rip my shirt. bash me all you want, but just dont rip my shirt. money is hard to earn now and i dont want to spoil my shirt and waste my parents' money, so just bash me, dont tear my shirt.
thank you for your kind cooperation.

took some random pics in class today, but it is against their privacy to post their pictures here, so wont post it.
tanglin police post trip was lame, came here before. so i just slacked during everything there.
and my annecdote was like LOL... second guy to get called, and i didnt have any personal experience with my annecdote, cos i didnt have any big ambitions yet, so i just wrote about the news...

oh and my parents said i could take my driving license at 17 after O'levels, but i need to pay on my own, so now i am saving money for my driving license... hahaha.

i am a very tolerating guy.

MSN replies:

I dun want to change CLASS 2L ROCKS!!!!!!!! says:
hi batards loser
junhui says:
wonder who is the loser cant even spell bastard correctly

your spelling and grammar rock, junkiat. "i rocks", "bron (born)", "shan waster my time talking 2 u noop". what is noop? your nickname? suits you perfectly in my opinion. and talk about yourself, who doesnt have any RA as well.

2009-02-05T20:03:00.005+08:00

pictures that i have drawn:

an eagle:

the class logo i designed:

random pics: one zi lian, one stupid.

zi lian:

sheng siong with nice centre parting:

hmm had a blackout just now, mother didnt know how to repair it and didnt want to let me try... lols.

and i dont really like salmon.

2009-02-05T16:50:00.002+08:00

愛的主旋律-卓文萱

(小鬼)　　是你在那個雨季衝進我生命　帶著一點任信和迷人的表情
(卓文萱)　是你在那個雨季趕走了孤寂　溫暖的笑容還我僅有的堅定
(小鬼)　　天上一萬顆星星　我卻只看見你
　　　　　要說這是幸運　還是不可思議
(卓文萱)　身邊有太多風景　我卻停在這裡
　　　　　說我傻的可以　還不是因為你
(小鬼)　　是妳的聲音　(卓文萱)　帶給我勇氣　
(小鬼)　　戀愛的頻率　(卓文萱)　直到我心底　
(小鬼)　　如果你願意 (卓文萱)　是的我願意
(合)　　　愛在我幸福的主旋律
(小鬼)　　從前都是你 (卓文萱)　現在我相信
(小鬼)　　天空會放晴 (卓文萱)　愛會更甜蜜
(小鬼)　　如果你願意　(卓文萱)　是的我願意
(合)　　　愛的主旋律
(合)　　　永遠唱下去
(卓文萱)　是你在那個雨季趕走了孤寂　溫暖的笑容還我僅有的堅定
(小鬼)　　天上一萬顆星星　我卻只看見你
　　　　　要說這是幸運　還是不可思議
(卓文萱)　身邊有太多風景　我卻停在這裡
　　　　　說我傻的可以　還不是因為你
(小鬼)　　是妳的聲音　(卓文萱)　帶給我勇氣　
(小鬼)　　戀愛的頻率　(卓文萱)　直到我心底　
(小鬼)　　如果你願意　(卓文萱)　是的我願意
(合)　　　愛在我幸福的主旋律
(小鬼)　　從前都是你　(卓文萱)　現在我相信
(小鬼)　　天空會放晴　(卓文萱)　愛會更甜蜜
(小鬼)　　如果你願意　(卓文萱)　是的我願意
(合)　　　愛的主旋律
(合)　　　永遠唱下去
(小鬼)　　La....　　　(卓文萱) La....
(小鬼)　　La....　　　(卓文萱) La....
(小鬼)　　如果你願意　 (卓文萱)　是的我願意
(合)　　　愛在我幸福的主旋律
(小鬼)　　從前都是你　 (卓文萱)　現在我相信
(小鬼)　　天空會放晴　 (卓文萱)　愛會更甜蜜
(小鬼)　　如果你願意　 (卓文萱)　是的我願意
(合)　　　愛的主旋律
(合)　　　永遠唱下去
(小鬼)　　天上一萬顆星星　我卻只看見你
　　　　　要說這是幸運　還是不可思議
(卓文萱)　身邊有太多風景　我卻停在這裡
　　　　　說我傻的可以　
(合)　　還不是因為你
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thank you, calculator, for making me be so careless in T.A. today. thanks for breaking down for the first 14 mins and 30 seconds of the T.A. thanks for allowing me to fail this T.A. - yours sincerely, go junhui.

stupid calculator, dont know why the screen got nothing on it even though the batteries are new. and thanks to the calculator I couldnt check my answer for the last question and got careless for the first two. a bad start for Maths.
didnt bring p.e. attire today, forgot and thus had to strip. lols...

going for tuition again after a 3-month break, a lot of people would have forgotten me... wonder whether there are new faces...

to those who tried to sabo me for making me treasurer, thank you but ding yue will still win the election.

2009-02-04T19:25:00.002+08:00

梁山伯与朱丽叶

我的心想唱首歌给你听歌词是如此的甜蜜
可是我害羞我没有勇气对你说一句我爱你
为什么你还是不言不语难道你不懂我的心
不管你用什么方式表明我会对你说我愿意
千言万语里只有一句话能表白我的心
千言万语里只有一句话就能够让我们相偎相依
我爱你你是我的茱丽叶我愿意变成你的梁山伯
幸福的每一天浪漫的每一夜
把爱永远不放开 I LOVE YOU
我爱你你是我的罗蜜欧我愿意变成你的祝英台
幸福的每一天浪漫的每一夜
美丽的爱情祝福著未来

为什么你还是不言不语难道是你不懂我的心
不管你用什么方式表明我会对你说我愿意
千言万语里只有一句话能表白我的心
千言万语里只有一句话就能够让我们相偎相依
我爱你你是我的茱丽叶我愿意变成你的梁山伯
幸福的每一天浪漫的每一夜
把爱永远不放开 I LOVE YOU
我爱你你是我的罗蜜欧我愿意变成你的祝英台
幸福的每一天浪漫的每一夜
美丽的爱情祝福著未来

我爱你你是我的茱丽叶我愿意变成你的梁山伯
幸福的每一天浪漫的每一夜
把爱永远不放开 I LOVE YOU
我爱你你是我的罗蜜欧我愿意变成你的祝英台
幸福的每一天浪漫的每一夜
美丽的爱情祝福著未来
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damn slack day today.
my back STILL hurts like some shit, and i realized i cannot sit on the floor without my back hurting. new point to note out.

envy those jc students, orientation after one month!! and they are still have orientation even though it is the third day already...

My reasons on why i feel that i am suitable for the position of treasurer, even though i know that ding yue will probably win. i feel that i will be able to do a splendid job and i will make sure that no funds get misappropriated by any body including me. I will also not add or subtract funds from the class funds' of other subjects to avoid confusion. I will also allow everyone to make sure that their funds will not be used in inappropriate events ACCORDING TO THE MAJORITY OF THE CLASS. I will allow them to see where their funds have been used in and i will try to organize fun yet cheap events to allow the class to bond together as one. If i am not able to be appointed as treasurer, I will build up my experience as a Geog rep. first (it involves money too) and then i will apply to be treasurer next year in Sec 4, when I have built up the trust of everyone. Thank you.
random stuff that I was supposed to say today for CEC nominations, thanks to Sheng Siong's surprise nomination.

and I learnt about pastafarianism today.

2009-02-03T21:19:00.004+08:00

ok my back hurts like shit now. After ramming into a pole a full speed with my back to the pole, I cant even bend without feeling pain in my back. Oww...
went to kevin's house today since AEP was cancelled.
took longer than needed, since Kevin wasted about 15 mins tricking us at AMK Hub and the path to his house. LOL.
go there played Mario Kart, and I suck on the Wii because I am not good enough to steer with ease. Worst race: 12th position and the 11th guy (Alvin) lapped me already. Rainbow Road.
go home do homework and surds supp. exercise. I need to get full marks for the upcoming T.A.
sometimes I feel that I mug too much. Yet sometimes I am too slack. Now I look sick and tired (Kevin GOH's opinion- eyebags are visible) and I need to sleep more.
which I will.
i guess i wont bring my uniform tomorrow. and excuse to skip P.T. - back pain. but if there is recreation, I will bear with the pain. haha.

2009-02-02T19:45:00.003+08:00

my luck is not good at all these few days.
played "in between" - get two cards, look at them, bet on the amount you want to win, take a card and look. If you get a card in between the two you get, you get the money. If you get out of the range, you pay the money. If you get the same card as the first two you got, you pay double.
got an Ace and a King. I bet all the money on the table (4 bucks+) and guess what i got?
Ace... How lucky... only 11.84 percent of getting a ace and i had to get it...
Anyway gambling is for people who think that they can get an instant recoup of their recent losses, and luckily I am not a compulsive one. Gambling sucks. Kick it.

anyway CNY celebrations 2009 was okay only, quite little celebrations. new record for staying up to play cards with relatives and family = 3am. never mind, CNY is not about celebrations anyway...
lots of homework, still unable to draw a up-to-standard piece of drawing (5 more to go) and i still got tons of worksheets to do.
and i quit npcc quiz team today - too much rubbish to memorize. As if i got nothing better to memorzie than to learn about who is the MP of NPCC Council.

it is charles chong btw. :P

2009-01-29T17:39:00.002+08:00

trying to finish my homework by today, and failed but not too bad, because i finished all the worksheets that I feel need to be done. Left with AEP ws and sketches to do and it is really scary for me to draw for three hours non-stop to finish one sketch only... argh.
homework getting harder and harder to do, CCA getting more and more involvment programmes, spending at least 30 hours for the parade, and AEP is going to kill me if I dont put in the extra effort.
anyway i need to go and draw now, and happy to see that my fund for uni./money to start off my adult life is getting more and more. i am already saving, and it is indeed needed in such times of crisis.
hope obama resolves the whole crisis and bring US to its former glory. go obama!

2009-01-25T17:05:00.003+08:00

TODAY IS CNY's eve. damn. 7 hours to go. SMS me if you want to wish me a happy new year, but no guarantees that i will wish you back.

2009-01-24T20:09:00.002+08:00

i am really grossed out now. i was eating popiah, self-made one, then was going to take another bite when something small, long and black came slithering out and i was like WTH!? took the remains and threw it away, popiah, worm and all. my mom said she was the vegetables but maybe the worm was there all along... just puked and now my mouth tastes like bile. URGH!!! I came close to Fear Factor. thank god i didnt kill the worm, or i will be guilty for life. i am now disgusted and sad.

2009-01-24T13:16:00.002+08:00

my elder sister is getting more and more rebellious by the day - drink wine, party late, lash her temper at me and my sis, lie to mother, father and me to get more money and worse of all, WASTE MONEY THANKS TO EXPENSIVE DINNERS OUTSIDE, SHOPPING and SPOIL OUR FAMILY'S MOOD. seriously if you want to screw up my family, get out of this house since you always wanted to anyway. relationships suck and ever since my sis got a bf, she became worse. not that it is the bf's fault, from my point of view it is my sis' fault... sometimes i think without buddhism in my family, it would have gone kaput. thank you shifus for allowing me to see the light and not be like my sis.
anyway new year is coming and i am happy to be able to add more money to my university fund in my bank. My new year resolutions are:
1. concentrate in my studies.
2. to make my father and mother happy instead of suffering from anger thanks to my sis.
3. save money to allow me to either go to a uni. or to have money to help out in my first few years as an adult in the future.
4. never enter a relationship in this year 2009.
5. visit the temple more often this year.

i know i have the willpower to do all these, and i will do it. GO JUN HUI!!

2009-01-23T17:06:00.002+08:00

today was fun! started off the day by playing bball at 7 in the morning.
shot some random shots, some chopped, some normal and some suck.
then CNY celebration - bayley guy singing like some...
moor house one damn nice(not biased) and buckley's performance damn funny thanks to that one guy with great and funny dancing.
tried to go out early and could... but in the end linger outside hall to long - got seen by ryan and sam ching, so guai guai go back in.
after CNY celebration go play bball again, this time with a lot of ppl - dunno why i suck at full court matches, optimal performance always in half-court matches.
and also whenever i do something good like stealing the ball i do something bad like passing it to a guy whom i thought was in my team... xian.
go CH after that and damn long never see teachers liao. miss all of them...
play soccer with s2 and s1, chaos everywhere, ppl kick here kick there.
then go play bball with one sec 4 and i realized i can almost slam dunk in a pri school hoop.
go back play soccer with sec 4s, jc guys and sec 2s, and saw some faces i thought werent in cat high, like arnold's senior in 02 scouts.
after that go play bball with manfred, alvin, zhi yang's bro and some other sec 4s. not too bad, did some nice shots.
and i return home tired and aching. yet the fun i got was quite worthwhile.
i need to cheer up.

2009-01-22T18:22:00.002+08:00

relationships = heartbreak.
there is no point in wasting time in this stuff.
so what if you have a girlfriend and i don't? i don't care...
looking at my sis and her boyfriend, i cant help but think of the freedom i get without all these. my sis finds it hard to not talk to her boyfriend for a day or two. i dont need to endure all that.
so what if you get happy memories for years to come? i can get happy memories in other ways... and even if i dont have any i can still live without it. i dont need to have that.
once you reach the point of separation, your heart breaks. i wont have to endure that, i wont need to have any emotional attachment to anyone. i am free.
relationships = heartbreak.

2009-01-21T23:02:00.002+08:00

Vindicated - Dashboard Confessional

Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye

And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated

[Chorus]
I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along

And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself

So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intentions
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me so isolated, so motivated
I am certain now that

[Chorus]

So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away [3x]
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away [4x]

[Chorus]

Slight hope
It dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption...

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it has indeed been a series of unfortunate events, and a bad start to this year does not signify any good things. i will keep my fingers crossed and hope for the best.
for class activity today we played a game where we had to give clues to people for them to find out their own identity, and mine sucks. it was : "student who gets into the most number of discipline cases". WTH i am a good boy lah IMO...

Go Jun Hui Go!